I’ve been thinking about it. I hardly write in this thing anymore. I think part of the reason why I don’t write much in here anymore is because so many people I know personally follow this blog, and that makes me uncomfortable. Part of what dragged me here in the first place was the feeling of anonymity. Obviously, a lot of you know who I am, and I’ve even met a few of you in person. But there are people following this blog that are affected by the things that I say, and that is very limiting when it comes to actually treating this thing like a journal. I can barely write anything in here anymore without wondering to myself “I wonder if I should delete that part because so-and-so might get offended”. I feel like a sailor who got moved from satellite radio to mainstream FM.
Anyway, I wouldn’t actually delete this blog, because there’s so much of my writing and poetry in it. But I would make everything private. And I’d start a new account under a different URL and refollow everyone who I don’t know personally. I suppose I could just keep blogging in this one and just say fuck it, but I don’t know. Switch to a new one or stay on this one and let the creativity dwindle?
