This is ridiculous. I keep stalling and putting things off and searching for excuses not to move forward. I need to stop, because all of this is what I actually want. I guess I’m holding back because it’s so overwhelming. I know it won’t feel that way once I’m actually going, but right now it does, and I need to stop letting that hold me back. I’ve never been this ready, and I don’t think I’ll ever be any more ready, so it’s time.
Time to drive across the country, apply for jobs, and start playing shows. I have no more excuses. It’s all right in front of me.
