1. Play more shows. I’ve been hiding in my room making music for some time now, and I think it’s time to swallow my anxiety and just go play a few shows. Once I’m on stage all nervousness goes away, it’s just getting the courage to get up there that sucks.
2. Get a fucking job. I’ve been so lazy I haven’t been applying anywhere. But I also hate the applying and interviewing process. It’s actually depressing to me.
3. Save up 3 grand.
4. Drive back east, get an apartment, play lots of shows. I can’t stand living with my dad anymore. Now that I’ve had my own place, living at a parent’s just sucks. A lot. Other than that I desperately miss my friends.