Colin Weaver - I Would Not Have Loved You
I’ve got a friend who always brings the girls around
they’re frail and pretty and they kiss with open mouths
they’re quiet, not so innocent, and he’s a jerk
I’ve 300 different plans I haven’t started
I’m like a farmer who can’t even grow a garden
but one of these days they’re all gonna work
but nothing compares to you
you’re screwed up beyond repair
you desecrate everything you touch
I would not have loved you had I been aware
I’ve got 6 cities that I can count as home
I’m surrounded by people with broken souls
and so much music that my ears are going numb
and after dark in the park every day
I take a moment and try to keep myself at bay
any second could be the trigger that sets me off
but nothing keeps my mind off you
you’re a train who won’t stay on the tracks
you destroy everything you love
I would not have loved you if I could go back
something is loose upstairs
someone you love doesn’t care
sometimes we all make mistakes
and sometimes those ghosts won’t go away
mine won’t go away
and I learned the hard way
never put too much trust
in something you can’t keep at bay
but I trusted you
you made me pull out all my hair
and now that we’re sad and through
I would not have loved you even if you’d cared
